Choosing Electives - I Suck at it!

I am taking a class that bashes the existence of God and everything I stand for. I love God and I won't pretend that I don't believe in Him in order to get a decent mark in that class. I'd rather get a D than to deny my faith, thank you very much.

However, I must admit that I'm living the remaining days of my university career feeling conflicted and burdened. I can't write my paper - I can't even start it! I'm thinking, "there's gotta be an easier way!" But there seems to be no other way! I just simply hate this course. My only motivation is to pass it. I can't even promise myself that.

This has got to be the most difficult class I have ever taken. More painful than ACC 406 unfortunately. It takes pain to a whole new level.

Moral dilemma.

I just can't write this paper...

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09 March, 2009 | Dee said something at 11:25 PM | 1 whined

The Goal

Dynamics..., originally uploaded by Crabalocker.

My goal right now, above all things, is to reconnect my faith with God.

I get so clumsy.

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16 April, 2008 | Dee said something at 10:55 PM | 1 whined

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