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Patience is a Virtue I Do Not Have
Sometimes, when I want something so badly, and I don't get it on time, I begin to question if that something was meant for me or if it was God's way of punishing me.
Normally, I wouldn't care. I've learned to accept certain things. But if I've worked hard to get that "something" and I don't get it at the end of the day, I get pretty upset...
And because I don't understand why stupid things happen to me during unwanted times, I do stupid things in return. It's my way of expressing that I'm angry, and rebellious...but overall irrational...
After that's done, I just sit back, and forget about everything and everyone. Completely letting go of whatever it is I believed in and enjoying myself as a nonchalant dumbbell.
Then I get what I want. Unexpectedly.
Hmm...Boy, do I feel stupid.
Normally, I wouldn't care. I've learned to accept certain things. But if I've worked hard to get that "something" and I don't get it at the end of the day, I get pretty upset...
And because I don't understand why stupid things happen to me during unwanted times, I do stupid things in return. It's my way of expressing that I'm angry, and rebellious...but overall irrational...
After that's done, I just sit back, and forget about everything and everyone. Completely letting go of whatever it is I believed in and enjoying myself as a nonchalant dumbbell.
Then I get what I want. Unexpectedly.
Hmm...Boy, do I feel stupid.
26 June, 2006 | Dee said something at 11:20 PM